Some people fear change, some people see change as a challenge, some people just don't change. Joel and I are beginning a change..major changes that I find a challenge and something to be very excited about, Joel sees it that way to but with a hint of fear... but luckily we are in it together and have God who is with us and behind us.
From the very start when Joel and I started praying about me moving to England and working with YWAM again I sensed major changes God had in store for YWAM Brighton. That would then provide room for major leaps and bounds for us to succeed and see God move. I felt major changes happening in the ministry we do, the people we reach out to, people we work with, the focus of the base, but mostly I saw change in our vision. I saw God putting the leadership into Joel's very capable hands and then changing the vision to suit our talents, gifts, passions and dreams. God does not change but His people are changing, growing, moving people...so to use us He changes our hearts, visions, passions, views, roles in order to meet the needs of those around us, so we are affective/effective.
I am excited, I am nervous, but most of all I am faith filled. I know without a shadow of a doubt that God will come through, He will provide all that we need in this place, we will not fail. I can feel God's heart beat, I can feel His energy for this place. I know He has some much for us, to give us as a good Father would. He has the people we need, the staff we need in order to function properly, the church people we need to work with, the students we need in order to run our training schools. He has it all.. in His loving hands... and we ask for them.. we ask for them all. Ask and you will receive.
I ask for prayer, I ask for you to pray for us, Joel and I as we seek God for our next step, prayer for our vision, that we do NOT take our eyes off Jesus... that we are setting our eyes on things above! Prayer for strength for the hard things we must do in order for us to move forward. Pray for people's hearts, that the hard things we must do, they will not be hurt but instead hear God and know its of Him. Because we are serving the same God, working for the SAME GOAL, why can't we do it in unity but maybe differently... it can work, we (I) have to let my pride lay down.. the ugly dingy coat I wear called my pride and walk forward in the Light, let the Light warm my body, warm my heart, warm my soul instead of the ugly unsatisfying self sufficiency that leaves my bones shivering.
So I put my trust in Jesus, in His promises, in His goodness of the cross, in His love for me... I put my trust in Him!
This morning I raed the most amazing verse.. something that is still resounding in my heart and ears..
When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your sinful nature, God made you alive with Christ. He forgave us all our sins, having canceled the written code, with its regulations, that was against us and that stood opposed to us; he took it away, nailing it to the cross. Colossians 2:13-14