Done

So the motto "no pain no gain", they say. No freaking kidding. I would like to say that I never expected that this procedure would cause me such pain. I thought on Friday night and Saturday that this was not worth the pain! But now I am feeling better. not great but much better. My mom knows how everything went on because I was out of it for most of it. So if you have questions ask her. I do remember a few things here and there, like I had a few people talk to me while I was regaining consciousness and really all I hope is that I didn't embarrass myself. and not liking my b*^chy night nurse who wouldn't give me pain meds or my back pain or ice chips... my lips were very chapped! And the other things I remember now I can laugh at because why not find them funny, and you can ask me about them later. I have to save some of them for my goodie bag. I am very excited that I potentially will not have tachycardia again. But we won't know for about six months. But God was very good to me during this time. I felt completely covered in prayer and peace. Truly I felt no nervousness or anxiousness and I know it was because of the prayers of the saints. Thank you for your prayers. The very last thing I remember that was said to me was "you know you are not supposed to look so beautiful" The anesthetic nurse said that to me... or it could have been an angel, i am not sure! but nonetheless was very nice. now my fingers have lost all their swelling and my ring can fit on my finger again...and well lets just say i keep on finding medical tape residue in places that i find offensive!! And I finally got the hospital smell off of me, for days I could smell yucky hospital, but now its just my lovely scent
So its my birthday tomorrow. I forgot about it until yesterday when mom reminded me of it. who knew. 25!! how exciting. I used to tease joel for forgetting his birthday, i couldn't understand how you can forget about such a day..but now I can see it can be done.